I don't need anything but Baymax right now... 

Most of my friends don't thank.

I can't belive what just happened today.

So today (or yesterday? It's almost 1AM) my boss had his birthday. Me and the team were not at the office because we had some works at the Audio House for our video's final mix. 

We have set the plan to collect some money from our friends at the office to buy memorable presents for him, one of us would collect it. 

One office. One company. With more than 40 people in it.

We got only Rp57.000,- 

We were so speechless. With anger almost exploded in our deepest heart. 

I felt so angry, sad, disappointed, confused, revengeful, pity, et cetera... Some of them even refused to give because they felt that our boss was much more wealthy than they were. That is so silly. I am too disappointed with how they use their brain. 

I know that my boss fights so many things for us, he just never bluffs about it. He is the most low-profile Chief Creative Officer ever. He is a boss, a friend, a family, and a teacher. He may be annoying sometimes and many times, but he never betrays us as the team. 

It feels ironic for me that most of my office friends betrayed him with only moronic excuses. 

"He always makes fun of me..."

"He has much more money than me..."

"I have no more money, pay day is still too long from now..."

Pay day was 5 days ago.

Seriously, i feel very disappointed right now. I am really surprised how people can be. 

Dear all, please appreciate your life more. Be thankful. Be positive.

Okay sorry sorry.

Happy birthday, Boss. You know some of us love you sincerely. At least you have 11 people that put a trust and love in you :) 

People are Judgemental

How would you say a person is good when you barely know him? 

Just because he is old, handsome and hugging you with charisma, it doesn't count as he is good and i am bad.

How would you say a person is bad when you barely know her?

Just because she is young, outspoken and speaking some dirty words, it doesn't count as she is bad and i am good.

Right?

I mean, human right?

Cef.

I am pissed now.

I hate the way you left.

I hate the way you never sound. 

Let me tell you one thing: I WILL STILL HAUNT YOU. 

Chest is painful, Cef. You know me that well. You know how i would end up crying. And so i do know you that well too. I know you miss me too. Right?

Dear people,

Where on earth is home? 

Selfie Wallpaper

Have you ever seen a phone wallpaper screen with the face of the owner? We have so many like that in Jakarta.

And unfortunately, i can't stop wondering why. Why do people use their own face as their wallpaper? Do you think your face is the most beautiful thing in the world? Or is there nothing that you love but your own self? 

Usually i notice it from people in public transportations. Because i don't really have friends like that, so that i can't directly ask. 

Then i try to be positive. Finding the most relevant reason why. But sorry to say, i can't. 

Maybe... Maybe, these people are the most common people in Indonesia who are not interested and, per se, never got any insight from schools and cultures, about art. So that's why they are lack of aesthetic sense. 

Also, maybe they don't have any particular hobbies. They don't like movies, music, sports, books, traveling, etc. So they only care about theirselves.

I am really sorry to say. But for now, i can only answer to my own question with a raw theory. This trendingly issue may happen because those people are them who don't have any reference in their daily life. Sorry, no offense. 

If somebody read this and have another opinion, please let me know. :)

Office Boy

It is not that i am lazy. Nor that i am bossy.

It is just a subliminal way of helping you.

Stay happy!

Stupid Complaining. Sorry. I may be just tired.

When i go home from work at 4:00AM and i have to be at office again at 10:30AM. Yea, right.

And when my home is about 20KM from office and at bus i have to fuckin stand up between people sleeping.

Sometimes i think it's unfair. But i also think it's childish to complain.

They might have more than 8 hours to sleep every day and i have less than 8 hours just to be at home. Seriously?

Ok, then. At least pay me worth, dear office. 

PS: I'm super underpaid compared to the rate.

... I wish i was a cat,

I wish i was a cat.

I would sleep all day.

On the corner.

At the stairs.

Under the shower.

Behind the door.

Inside the wardrobe.

Prone on the couch.

Hide in your bag.

Lay on your desk.

Under the curtain.

Beside the window.

Wait... Not the roof. 

Not under the sun.

Across the fan.

In front of TV.

Above the fridge.

Books on my left.

Ashtray on my right.

In the kitchen.

All the ground floor.

The rug is mine.

Inside your house.

Under your blanket.

I wish i was your cat.

I would sleep all day inside your house.

Strange Things at The Office

Strange thing just happened at my office's toilet. It was when i went to pee, alone at 8 pm something. I put my phone on my skirt's pocket as usual. Sat on the toilet as anybody does, not touching the phone at all. Until suddenly i heard a song played from my phone. I instantly rushed my toilet needs and got out.

Then, i told my friend who is a bit sensitive. 'Sensitive', if you know what i mean. He told me that perhaps, something wanted to tell me something. He then asked me what song that played, i said it was Teenage Fanclub's I Don't Want Control of You. He then said, what the lyric is about?

My friend said that maybe the lyric could be the clue of what it wanted to say. Alright....

Anyway, actually that is the second time strange thing happened in the same same beloved office. 

The first one is several times ago, when i was going to go downstairs with an elevator. My office is on the 18th floor. 

So i was alone, around 23:00 something when i wanted to go home. I entered the elevator and pressed the G button. I saw the G floor sign was lightened and also the operating sign showed the down arrow to indicate that the elevator was going downstairs. Then i looked inside my bag to double check nothing was left. Suddenly the door was opened and it was on the 23rd floor. I saw everything was quite dark, nobody was there too and nothing was there but an empty renovated space. There wasn't even marbled floors installed!

I instantly pressed the closing door button and pressed G, G, G, G until i was sure that it went down to the Ground floor.

 

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Every soul in the world is kind.

How bad people would seem, there must be a good part hidden.

Hop in to the countless bad guys and find out at least one positive point they might have.

Social Media People

There are some kinds of people who are using social media portals (such as facebook, path, twitter, instagram, many more you name it). I will make a changeable list of their functional pattern:

1) People who work through these. 

Social media officer, strategist, public figure, buzzer. They only post something in order to promote their duty.

2) People who need procrastination.

They who don't know what to do when they have nothing to. They who wait. They who need an activity so they look busy. 

3) People who scale status validation from others' thought.

These are people who post everything, like every... Thing. Show off and get happy when people notice (and like their post too). Get screwed when nobody cares. Socmed is everything for them.

4) People who have it because they've been asked to.

Or maybe a friend registered them up. Then they never sign in to. Even if they do, they would soon become other typicality of social media people we are talking about.

5) People who loved it but then get bored.

Previously, they were so active in it. Posting, commenting, replying, anything. Then this kind of people no longer find it interesting. So even when they sign in, they would only see others' activity, like-like-like and if it necessary they leave a comment. They sign in like only once a week per se.

6) People who are drama queens.

They who use social media apps to spread their trivial complaints. And maybe they look for sympathy. 

7) People who judge.

Seeing, seeing, seeing. Judging, judging, judging. Do nothing then. This bitchy character is the closest one to me. 👿

I'll add some more if i found another!

Girls.

They use to talk in their own language, not letting others understand, but they talk in a high pitched volume. When we notice, they suddenly talk girl language by whispering.

They get mad, they get gargled, they laugh, they get mad, they shut, they joke, they get mad. Girls are mad.

They are selective of making friends.

They envy their friends.

They cry a lot and the next day they judge others pussydoll. 

They are always up and down and up and down and they still need to be understood. 

They love surprises. They love surprising. They love being surprised. They love everything but surprises too. 

They hate to be ignored, yet they use to ignore people. 

Girls are strange.

Therefore i'm straight.

Sad, Small and Negative

To feel sad is unavoidable, nor an option. It just came and you just have to wait for it will leave you, whether not, neither abstain. 

To feel small is unplanned, nor ignorable. They said that it is only in your head when i told them that my head is the honor of moronic mind. 

To feel negative is not a gift, nor a hope, never. But when you feel sad and small, there is no way you ever remember the positivity. 

There is no such thing as feeling blue. 

Blue is a color.

I am feeling sad, small and negative. 

Has it occured to you that suddenly some random words stand still inside your head without you knowing why should it be? 

Happening to me now:

Juicy pupa.

Why is Tomorrow Monday?

If you are a grown-up and have a job, you may feel a little depressed every sunday night. Suddenly time has rushly passed and you have to be faster tomorrow because office awaits you. You might ask yourself what have you done on the weekend, why didn't you well rested yesterday, why on earth you feel wasting your time, etc. We need more time! 

But do we?

Perhaps i sound like smart-ass, but here is why we should change our mindset about the innocent Monday, despite cursing it and realize later that it was pointless. Well, let's remove the thought of weekend, from "end of the week" to "begin the start of the end". 

Why we face Monday is because we destine Friday. For example, make the weekend your fun target, and to reach it you have to climb every level of Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. Only five levels to start a five stars rated of freedom! 

Still find no effect? Here. 

Make weekend your weekly target (of a basket of fun). Plan your target from the littlest to the craziest. Try to pursue, or if you can't, try harder. 

By thinking about what would you do on your weekend, who would company you, even planning the plan B, means that you keep having a dream every week. 

You reach a target every week: The Weekend. 

So you better replace the thought of "Tomorrow is Monday, too lazy to work!" with "New week will start! Can't wait for the (next) weekend!". It will keep you in a good spirit to have such a hope for a great two-days-of-no-office time.