Zip Your Lips. Sit still.

Sometimes you have to hold yourself from telling everything that comes in mind. Keep it safe and sound, yet be aware not to make it all over the place. 

Being honest is more hateable then setting yourself in the approvable standard. 

I don't need anything but Baymax right now... 

Most of my friends don't thank.

I can't belive what just happened today.

So today (or yesterday? It's almost 1AM) my boss had his birthday. Me and the team were not at the office because we had some works at the Audio House for our video's final mix. 

We have set the plan to collect some money from our friends at the office to buy memorable presents for him, one of us would collect it. 

One office. One company. With more than 40 people in it.

We got only Rp57.000,- 

We were so speechless. With anger almost exploded in our deepest heart. 

I felt so angry, sad, disappointed, confused, revengeful, pity, et cetera... Some of them even refused to give because they felt that our boss was much more wealthy than they were. That is so silly. I am too disappointed with how they use their brain. 

I know that my boss fights so many things for us, he just never bluffs about it. He is the most low-profile Chief Creative Officer ever. He is a boss, a friend, a family, and a teacher. He may be annoying sometimes and many times, but he never betrays us as the team. 

It feels ironic for me that most of my office friends betrayed him with only moronic excuses. 

"He always makes fun of me..."

"He has much more money than me..."

"I have no more money, pay day is still too long from now..."

Pay day was 5 days ago.

Seriously, i feel very disappointed right now. I am really surprised how people can be. 

Dear all, please appreciate your life more. Be thankful. Be positive.

Okay sorry sorry.

Happy birthday, Boss. You know some of us love you sincerely. At least you have 11 people that put a trust and love in you :) 

People are Judgemental

How would you say a person is good when you barely know him? 

Just because he is old, handsome and hugging you with charisma, it doesn't count as he is good and i am bad.

How would you say a person is bad when you barely know her?

Just because she is young, outspoken and speaking some dirty words, it doesn't count as she is bad and i am good.

Right?

I mean, human right?

Cef.

I am pissed now.

I hate the way you left.

I hate the way you never sound. 

Let me tell you one thing: I WILL STILL HAUNT YOU. 

Chest is painful, Cef. You know me that well. You know how i would end up crying. And so i do know you that well too. I know you miss me too. Right?

Dear people,

Where on earth is home? 

Selfie Wallpaper

Have you ever seen a phone wallpaper screen with the face of the owner? We have so many like that in Jakarta.

And unfortunately, i can't stop wondering why. Why do people use their own face as their wallpaper? Do you think your face is the most beautiful thing in the world? Or is there nothing that you love but your own self? 

Usually i notice it from people in public transportations. Because i don't really have friends like that, so that i can't directly ask. 

Then i try to be positive. Finding the most relevant reason why. But sorry to say, i can't. 

Maybe... Maybe, these people are the most common people in Indonesia who are not interested and, per se, never got any insight from schools and cultures, about art. So that's why they are lack of aesthetic sense. 

Also, maybe they don't have any particular hobbies. They don't like movies, music, sports, books, traveling, etc. So they only care about theirselves.

I am really sorry to say. But for now, i can only answer to my own question with a raw theory. This trendingly issue may happen because those people are them who don't have any reference in their daily life. Sorry, no offense. 

If somebody read this and have another opinion, please let me know. :)