Sad, Small and Negative

To feel sad is unavoidable, nor an option. It just came and you just have to wait for it will leave you, whether not, neither abstain. 

To feel small is unplanned, nor ignorable. They said that it is only in your head when i told them that my head is the honor of moronic mind. 

To feel negative is not a gift, nor a hope, never. But when you feel sad and small, there is no way you ever remember the positivity. 

There is no such thing as feeling blue. 

Blue is a color.

I am feeling sad, small and negative. 

Has it occured to you that suddenly some random words stand still inside your head without you knowing why should it be? 

Happening to me now:

Juicy pupa.

Why is Tomorrow Monday?

If you are a grown-up and have a job, you may feel a little depressed every sunday night. Suddenly time has rushly passed and you have to be faster tomorrow because office awaits you. You might ask yourself what have you done on the weekend, why didn't you well rested yesterday, why on earth you feel wasting your time, etc. We need more time! 

But do we?

Perhaps i sound like smart-ass, but here is why we should change our mindset about the innocent Monday, despite cursing it and realize later that it was pointless. Well, let's remove the thought of weekend, from "end of the week" to "begin the start of the end". 

Why we face Monday is because we destine Friday. For example, make the weekend your fun target, and to reach it you have to climb every level of Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday. Only five levels to start a five stars rated of freedom! 

Still find no effect? Here. 

Make weekend your weekly target (of a basket of fun). Plan your target from the littlest to the craziest. Try to pursue, or if you can't, try harder. 

By thinking about what would you do on your weekend, who would company you, even planning the plan B, means that you keep having a dream every week. 

You reach a target every week: The Weekend. 

So you better replace the thought of "Tomorrow is Monday, too lazy to work!" with "New week will start! Can't wait for the (next) weekend!". It will keep you in a good spirit to have such a hope for a great two-days-of-no-office time. 

Listen, recompose, face yourself.

It is not too hard to face other people at the first time now, because we perhaps had heard about them from another people's story.

Say, you have a friend named A who oftenly tells you about his friend named B. Unconsciously, he has built the image of B in your head, by his own perceptions. How he feels about B, positive or negative, has been recollected to your head by images. Just by telling you stories!

Then one fine day, you get an accidentally occasion to really meet and introduced to B, without any A's intervention. What do you feel? I bet you would have a giggly tee-hee in your mind, because B has had the impact of B! And suddenly you feel that you have known B for such a long time, or maybe if it gets worse, you may already hate B, or even love!

Nowadays' life obliged you to be practical. Use your own brain and never be scared of what people would think, as you are sure that you took a right one. Anyway, what i would like to say here is, every people has their own standpoint or opinion, but it is theirs. You have ears to listen, but also have brain to recompose, yet you don't have to be affected of what you have heard until you encounter yourself. Also, when you have your own opinion, it is yours, fuck people.

If you read this, of course you have to recompose yourself what you have read :)

Can A Chicken Walk Backwards?

This morning, when my Dad carried me to the bus station by bike, we met a chicken, a very big one, a rooster, crossed the street like he wanted to push himself to our bike. 

Then my Dad said, "It is always like this. I wonder why every chicken loves to push himself to every vehicle he meets."

I then remember some rats i have met, they always always acted like they had suicidal tendencies by pushing theirself to my car even if i have stopped. One question passed in my mind, can they even walk backwards? 

I have googled it but there is no exact information, some said that chicken couldn't walk backwards but there are also videos that show that they could! Well i guess it depends on the chicken's mood then..

The Dilemma of Sleep

I guess every grown-ups have had this can of worms in their life:

When it comes to sleeping time, you cannot close your eyes and when it is time to wake up, you cannot open your eyes.

I used to think and (stupidly) wish, what if i could trade those two circumstances. All of your conditions in the morning; the sleepiness, coziness, spoiled, blank, and the intimate with your pillow, would happen at night right before you sleep. In reverse, your energetic spirit, productive mind, freaky freshly bright sight, and hyperactive move, would instantly turn on right after you open your eyes in the morning. Have you ever thought about that or is it only a state of lazy people's mind?