So, my dearly friend, it is very okay to cry as long as you don't forget to be thankful later. 

Always try to be prestigious, achieve more than others, step forward before sun goes down, organize things perfectly, plan and reach fast, be clever and be sure, advice other people as you're the only acceptance, hate people who couldn't listen, be the leader, overwhelm your minus, hide your feelings, be angry to them who confront, choose only the best, be ambitious, be competitive, pretend that you don't need any love, 

...and good luck aiming your boring life.

"If you've felt already comfortoble in such places, get out.", he said.

Well, why not applying it in love life then?

A sunny day for a birthfuckinday.

And here I am, in somebody's town, thinking about what have I done. 

Wasting my years with stupid things, talking on the phone with someone's boyfriend, eating free food at my friend's house, feeling old and lonely.

But trying so hard to reassure myself, that nothing is ever useless anyway. 

Errrgh. What am I writing here? 

Bye.

Zip Your Lips. Sit still.

Sometimes you have to hold yourself from telling everything that comes in mind. Keep it safe and sound, yet be aware not to make it all over the place. 

Being honest is more hateable then setting yourself in the approvable standard. 

I don't need anything but Baymax right now... 

Most of my friends don't thank.

I can't belive what just happened today.

So today (or yesterday? It's almost 1AM) my boss had his birthday. Me and the team were not at the office because we had some works at the Audio House for our video's final mix. 

We have set the plan to collect some money from our friends at the office to buy memorable presents for him, one of us would collect it. 

One office. One company. With more than 40 people in it.

We got only Rp57.000,- 

We were so speechless. With anger almost exploded in our deepest heart. 

I felt so angry, sad, disappointed, confused, revengeful, pity, et cetera... Some of them even refused to give because they felt that our boss was much more wealthy than they were. That is so silly. I am too disappointed with how they use their brain. 

I know that my boss fights so many things for us, he just never bluffs about it. He is the most low-profile Chief Creative Officer ever. He is a boss, a friend, a family, and a teacher. He may be annoying sometimes and many times, but he never betrays us as the team. 

It feels ironic for me that most of my office friends betrayed him with only moronic excuses. 

"He always makes fun of me..."

"He has much more money than me..."

"I have no more money, pay day is still too long from now..."

Pay day was 5 days ago.

Seriously, i feel very disappointed right now. I am really surprised how people can be. 

Dear all, please appreciate your life more. Be thankful. Be positive.

Okay sorry sorry.

Happy birthday, Boss. You know some of us love you sincerely. At least you have 11 people that put a trust and love in you :)