I lied when i told you i would sleep,

Because you always lied when you told me you wanted me.

So, my dearly friend, it is very okay to cry as long as you don't forget to be thankful later. 

Always try to be prestigious, achieve more than others, step forward before sun goes down, organize things perfectly, plan and reach fast, be clever and be sure, advice other people as you're the only acceptance, hate people who couldn't listen, be the leader, overwhelm your minus, hide your feelings, be angry to them who confront, choose only the best, be ambitious, be competitive, pretend that you don't need any love, 

...and good luck aiming your boring life.

"If you've felt already comfortoble in such places, get out.", he said.

Well, why not applying it in love life then?

A sunny day for a birthfuckinday.

And here I am, in somebody's town, thinking about what have I done. 

Wasting my years with stupid things, talking on the phone with someone's boyfriend, eating free food at my friend's house, feeling old and lonely.

But trying so hard to reassure myself, that nothing is ever useless anyway. 

Errrgh. What am I writing here? 

Bye.